LYRICS
WHITE Noise
He came and went like a passing storm
Pretending this was the norm
A house built on shifting sands
Nowhere for me to land
He smiled like it was real
Nothing left for me to feel
Where were you when I was breaking?
Where was love when I was shaking?
I screamed your name into the void
But all I heard was white noise
I held you up to keep you clean
You traded me for dopamine
I saw the needle steal your light
And prayed you’d make it home tonight
You’re sad lullabies
Turned into hollow cries
Where were you when I was breaking?
Where was love when I was shaking?
I screamed your name into the void
But all I heard was white noise
I’m not the child in your dreams
I am the fracture in between
The mirror cracks but I still see
A fantasy version of you staring back at me
Where were you when I was breaking?
Where was love when I was shaking?
I screamed your name into the void
But all I heard was white noise
White noise
watch me break
Here it comes again
Watch me break and
Watch me break and wonder why (Watch me break and wonder why)
Welcome the darkness to come inside
I can feel the rising tide
Will I swim or will I drown?
Does it even matter now?
Crying out for someone to hear
I know that the end is near
Through my eyes I’m barely there
No one knows and no one cares
Here it comes again (Here it comes again)
This tightness in my chest
My pulse fades slowly
White walls hum with nothing said
Counting seconds in my head
Through my eyes I’m barely there
No one knows and no one cares (No one knows and no one cares)
Here it comes again (Here it comes again)
This tightness in my chest
My pulse fades slowly
Following the melody
Watch me break and
Watch me break and wonder why
Watch me break and wonder why
Watch me break and wonder why
Why
Piece by piece you tore them down
Chewed them up just to spit them out
Another victim, another stain
Never know until it’s too late
Ah
Here it comes again (Here it comes again)
This tightness in my chest (My chest)
My pulse fades slowly (My pulse fades slowly)
Following the melody
Watch me break and
Watch me break and wonder why (Watch me break and wonder why)
envy the dead
Scars that won’t ever mend
They have festered and bled
My cold heart no longer beats
Refuge my soul seeks
Look at what we’ve done (Look at what we’ve done)
The blood drips from our hands (The blood drips from our hands)
Our carnage rivals none (Our carnage rivals none)
Empty here I stand (Empty here I stand)
With all the lies I’ve been fed (With all the lies I’ve been fed)
It’s enough to make you envy (It’s enough to make you envy)
Envy the dead (Envy the dead)
A song I’ve heard before
Be the martyr I adore
Cuddled up to my torn-up frame
The monsters we became
Look at what we’ve done (Look at what we’ve done)
The blood drips from our hands (The blood drips from our hands)
Our carnage rivals none (Our carnage rivals none)
Empty here I stand (Empty here I stand)
With all the lies I’ve been fed (With all the lies I’ve been fed)
It’s enough to make you envy (It’s enough to make you envy)
Envy the dead (Envy the dead)
Let it tear itself apart over and over
A masquerade a decayed lover
Trying to find meaning
In the senseless bleeding
The saddest story
The saddest story ever told
Here until we rot
Until we rot
Look at what we’ve done (Look at what we’ve done)
The blood drips from our hands (The blood drips from our hands)
Our carnage rivals none (Our carnage rivals none)
Empty here I stand (Empty here I stand)
With all the lies I’ve been fed (With all the lies I’ve been fed)
It’s enough to make you envy (It’s enough to make you envy)
Envy the dead (Envy the dead)
Look at what we’ve done (Look at what we’ve done)
Our carnage rivals none (Our carnage rivals none)
With all the lies I’ve been fed (With all the lies I’ve been fed)
It’s enough to make you envy (It’s enough to make you envy)
Envy the dead (Envy the dead)
Still broken
Clawed my eyes out (Clawed my eyes out)
I’m alone now (I’m alone now)
Rotting away until I’m gone
Along with everything that I’ve done wrong (everything that I’ve done wrong)
I see haunted faces and lost dreams
It’s hard to focus through the screams
I can’t take it anymore
I should end this instead of holding on
Dark and lonely have become the norm
I don’t recognize, recognize this form
I am accepting my fate
These thoughts I cannot escape
Am I a fucking mistake?
I am a fucking mistake
No one will care
So it’s okay
I’m still broken
It’s time, time to end the pain (End the pain)
I see haunted faces and lost dreams
It’s hard to focus through the screams
I can’t take it anymore
I should end this instead of holding on
There it goes watch it flow
I cannot believe I’ve stooped so low
I let all this happen so quick
Never thought these notions would stick
Now here we are isn’t this fun?
Now here we are isn’t it fun?
It’s too late now you can’t run
This path you have chose (This path you have chose)
Bleeding slowly, no one knows (Bleeding slowly, no one knows)
This heart no one keeps (This heart no one keeps)
Made your bed now you must sleep (Made your bed now you must)
